| ♥-forbidden.fruit-♥ | Aug 13, 2007 |


When I was a kid, I dreamed of what every little girl has ever dreamed of
I dreamed of living in Broadway, New York
I dreamed of riding on luxurious limousines
I dreamed of having a lifestyle wealthy fifth avenue apartment
I dreamed to be the center of every people's attention
I dreamed to be blinded by flashes of camera lights
I dreamed of being chased by paparazzi
I dreamed of cryin on every shoot and laughing when the director says, "cut"
I dreamed to be in the Hollywood's Walk of Fame
Yes, I dreamed to be an actress.
Not just any actress but someone worth spending the money on; someone worth to be shown on screen
But sometimes, fate has its own way
For I grew up not living upon my dream, but living upon my parents' dream
Just like any good girl around, I studied hard until I was able to achieve something unachievable by ordinary people.
I've been accelerated in school twice and at the age of 17, I am already in Third Year.
Not living up on my dream didn't mean that I failed.
I only meant that there was something more that I can do other than faking smiles and tears just to satisfy people
Because I may not be an actress, I may not live in New York and I may not have my dream 5th avenue flat or a star in the Walk of Fame but I beleieve I can be someone worth looking for
I believe that I can make a difference in my own simple ways and that..That is more than what becoming an actress is for. Ü

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